Let me be your:
7am morning fuck before you go to work
Midday text, letting you know that you’re on my mind
5pm cuddle after a long days work
11pm rough fuck as i pound away the frustrations of your day
2am soft whisper in your ear, as i tell you “i love you”
You’re still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You’re still the one I want for life.
like honestly, sleeping next to someone is the nicest thing. like when you half wake up at 4am and squeeze them or they move in tighter to you. lovely.
I feel like this could be interpreted as like you missing someone who’s in you’re life but they’ve changed or someone you love becoming distant but I mean it in the loveliest way like when you hear someone’s voice and it plays over and over again in your head and you kiss them and you want more and no matter how much time you spend with them it’s never enough because you want them and you want all of them but they’re too much to swallow all at once so you miss the parts you’re not getting and you’re laying next to them and you know eventually they’re going to have to go home and you already miss them before they leave because you’re so fucking in love
So last night Raymond came over at like 10:30 ish and we started editing our film since then. It was so long and tiring, like oh my god. I edited it at first but then I was showing Raymond how and he got so into it, and like he’s a perfectionist so he ended up like cutting up most of the film to make it fit the time limit and to make it fit his ideas. I mean I got a little irritated because I’m supposed to be editor and everything but at least I edited it first and then he used some of my ideas for the editing. And the 90s look for the film was on point, like I was happy about that. Weintraut was like, it looked good with a little blur. Okay anyways we stayed up all night, it was crazy. At one point I went to take a shower and Raymond was still editing. So he knocks on the door when I’m done showering and I’m like oh shit did something happen…
And he’s like, “Cat, we lost everything!” And I’m like fuck okay shit. So I had to quickly get down there. And you know what, I opened Sony Vegas back up and the file restored. And he was like “yassssssss thank u cat” and I’m thinking “yeah bow down peasant” lolol jk. Haha anyways, so spent most of the entire night editing shizznits, and it was so tiring oh my god. For me mostly because I woke up early the day before and went to work. I didn’t even rest when I got home, I just went straight to editing.
Early in the morning we finished with the sound addition and we almost forgot some stuff but we made it. Anyways, yeah so here is the biggest struggle of the day. It was 10:40 when we finished the film and started rendering, so it literally took us 12 hrs to edit. So… the time it took to render was like 2 hrs almost 3 cause my crappy ass laptop. Speaking of my laptop, it dies really quickly without an outlet, so what we had to do is get everything ready so we could sprint to school to save the laptop WHILE the film was rendering. We were dipping right, so then Ray is like, “Cat it’s at 50%, 3 minutes” Like what the fuck.. okay so we ran even faster and sat at the front for a while so we could rest. We then ran to the library and stayed there until R5 was over. I couldn’t even eat my lunch cause the librarian was like no u can’t eat here. So we wrote our excuse letters and stuff, and LOL checked in. Anyways so we made it to film and our video was STILL rendering. It had like 39 minutes left when we got there, and so we had to go last. It was pretty good though, the results anyways. And we found out this wasn’t a final, it was a draft… nice. Anyways I’m so siced to finish editing for the final final, and yeah it’s gonna be goodddd. TODAY WAS THE STRUGGLE. But we made it. Teamwork wooooo!
FIRST KISS: We asked twenty strangers to kiss for the first time…
"What’s your name again?"
n. a moment of awareness that someone you’ve known for years still has a private and mysterious inner life, and somewhere in the hallways of their personality is a door locked from the inside, a stairway leading to a wing of the house that you’ve never fully explored—an unfinished attic that will remain maddeningly unknowable to you, because ultimately neither of you has a map, or a master key, or any way of knowing exactly where you stand.